This feeling of like when
am I not tethered to this, to this clock,
and when, and when
I feel out of time,
but in a way that is, um,
beneficial for me,
and I was thinking about
how, um, when you're,
at least for myself,
when I'm like swimming
or floating in water,
I always lose sense of time...
because it's like this very quiet,
this quiet moment,
and you're really submerged
in this other kind of environment,
and usually when you're just like
floating in water,
especially if your ears are underwater...
then you also feel, for me,
I always feel very much
disconnected from time,
because all these other markers:
people talking to you,
or people moving through
the space,
um, someone coming by you,
all these sort of markers are gone,
and you're just sort of enveloped
in ah.. in water,
so ah, that's a kind of a really beautiful moment
for me to think about
of when I can kind of escape
um, this sort of regimented time structure.