with the ADHD
how, how much I really
realised
it's funny, I thought about this
because I'm a person
and I grew up
with a family
who also felt
like this but I
always had to do something
I always had to do something
with my hands
but just in general
it was impossible to stand still
and its funny realising
how all of that was actually a symptom of ADHD
especially having a strict routine
in my life
and how I realised
and in fairness we all have our coping mechanisms
but it could have very much have been a generational thing
and how I feel like our awareness of it is only increasing
over time
so my parents especially growing up
or, being born in the late 50's and growing up
for them like this was never even talked about
especially in Eastern countries or in India
in this instance
it's interesting how what I thought was just a normal thing
or how my whole family is
of just needing to be busy all the time
and if you were lazy - quote un quote - lazy
like my sister who just wanted to relax
and take a break
that was almost considered a rad thing
and its just wild how
we've just rewired our brains
to just burn out in that regard