for me synchronicity is
having a routine
and that to me, and then time
in a way being out of sync
is when I don't have that routine
and even with I think like medication
ADHD, how in a way time
is manipulated in that sense
and then alongside the weather
which doesn't really help
but I guess in this instance where right now
I feel the most out of sync is
being finished with this program
figuring out a routine
uh, keeping busy in my own sense
but also reminding myself that
it's okay to have a brief break
after 500 hours of code.
its thrown off in another further loop